your mumbling is really starting to bum me out

this is horrible. this is WORSE than horrible. i think i'm going retarded. i JUST realized that since, yes i can hear what EVERYONE in the office is saying at...pretty much all times... they can...yep hear me too. yep. JUST realized that. that includes june. what things have i uttered? this is horrid. no wonder that creepy woman hates me for no(?) reason oh GOD i can't remember half of the things i have said in spite or frustration of this ministry of HELL job