Thursday, August 25, 2005

bahhh

have you ever read that story bartelby the miser, by herman melville? and or seen the movie bartelby? that is what i feel like my life corresponds to. while its a good story, and a good movie (the remake is with crispin glover, who my favorite) its not exactly something to aspire to. every single time they ask me to do file something here though, i swear i feel like turning and in my creepy voice being like " i would prefer not to"...dun dun dun.

i met him at the candy store he turned around and smiled at me you get the picture? yes we see

ok so actually i just realized something so depressing. a) either harry potter and magic doesn't exist.....which is just...sad. or b) i am a muggle. yes i know. its depressing. ummmmmmmmmmmmmm karis' berfday swaree tmw excitement/ it is also my last day of work tommorrow, and i am excited to the power of a MILLION you don't understand plus i'm going on a field trip to do a presentation to doctors tommorow anyway so its like a halfday. PLUS even better, when i got paid today, even though i missed like half of the days in my first 2 weeks i still got paid for them, it was sweet, i hope the same thing happens in the second pay check, its the only thing i like about the government so far, they have over paid me on every single pay stub because they don't count my absences properly, or maybe i don't but i doubt it. plus you know in june i didn't realize we got an hour for lunch so it's probably equal... i'm due about 30 hours anyway i figure. whatev.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

jim jarmuch

alright, for some reason i did forget that i saw this movie for like a week. but i saw broken flowers last week, its jim jarmush's new movie. its really really good. bill murray is in it. other people too. i don't know why i forgot about it. hmm. anyway, and also dream in highpark much ado about nothing is really good, and i finally get the name, don't make fun of me for that i never read the play, so its not that stupid a comment. anyway, i just remembered that now. about the movie so i thought i'd post it. whatever ukranian festival is this weekend, i'm excited about birds of prey from ukraine, although it could be terrifiying considering i'm afraid of birds....and ukrainians (jks).

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

not my work but close enough

alright so this is from the cbc website, but its interesting. hunter s thompson (look him up if you havent heard of him i'm not going to sit here and list his works) had his funeral on saturday

Hunter S. Thompson's ashes shot from cannon in final farewell
Last Updated Mon, 22 Aug 2005 08:33:15 EDT
CBC Arts
With a deafening boom, the ashes of Hunter S. Thompson were blown into the sky amid fireworks late Saturday as relatives and a star-studded crowd bid an irreverent farewell to the founder of "gonzo journalism."


Workers put the finishing touches on a memorial to "gonzo" journalist Hunter S. Thompson (CP photo)
As the ashes erupted from a tower, red, white, blue and green fireworks lit up the sky over Thompson's mountain home in Woody Creek near Aspen, Colorado.

The 15-storey tower was modeled after Thompson's personal logo: a clenched fist rising from the hilt of a dagger. It was built between his home and a tree-covered canyon wall, not far from a tent filled with merrymakers.

The private celebration included actors Bill Murray and Johnny Depp, rock bands, blow-up dolls and plenty of liquor.

Thompson fatally shot himself on February 20, exactly six months ago. He was 67, and said to have been frustrated by physical problems, including a bad hip and a broken leg.

Thompson had said on several occasions that after he died, he wanted his ashes fired from a cannon.

Thompson was probably most famous for his 1971 book Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas: A Savage Journey to the Heart of the American Dream - a fictionalized first-person account of a drug-addled road trip that the New York Times Book Review has called "the best book of the dope decade." He first came to widespread attention after the 1966 publication of Hell's Angels: The Strange and Terrible Saga of the Outlaw Motorcycle Gangs, which he wrote after spending a year with bikers.

During his life, he had published 14 books and written hundreds of freelance articles - most famously for Rolling Stone magazine, but also for Time, the New York Herald Tribune, the Nation, High Times magazine and the San Francisco Examiner.

His life was the subject of several films, including Where the Buffalo Roam (1980) with Bill Murray playing Thompson, and Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (1998), with Johnny Depp playing the Thompson character Raoul Duke.

He was also the model for the character "Uncle Duke" in Garry Trudeau's comic strip Doonesbury.

From 1963 onwards, Thompson lived in relative seclusion at his home in the Rocky Mountains. He proudly fired his guns whenever he wanted, let peacocks have the run of his land and in 1970, ran for sheriff under the Freak Power Party banner.

His widow, Anita Thompson, has said she has plans to publish at least three new books of unpublished letters and stories by her late husband, and is looking for a permanent archive for his works.

She has also said there will later be a public event commemorating his life.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

your mumbling is really starting to bum me out

this is horrible. this is WORSE than horrible. i think i'm going retarded. i JUST realized that since, yes i can hear what EVERYONE in the office is saying at...pretty much all times... they can...yep hear me too. yep. JUST realized that. that includes june. what things have i uttered? this is horrid. no wonder that creepy woman hates me for no(?) reason oh GOD i can't remember half of the things i have said in spite or frustration of this ministry of HELL job

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

hi ho, hi ho, its off to work i go

i hate it here. not that the money isn't good, not that its strenuious (sp?) backbreaking labour, not that i'm at all in the worst work environment that i at all could ever be in. no... everyone is nice.. sure i have to dress "officy" but apart from that.. but the thing is... every minute i'm here, i can feel my precious mind being drained of all its power. why why WHY won't they give me something to do? i just sit here all day. should i be posting new blogs at work? think about it.. no. i shouldn't, i shouldn't have time to i should be kept busy. even at my dads office, where i was filing, all day in and out, at least there, with all that tedium, at least there i felt useful. here i am quite literally being paid to do nothing. oh the supplies haven't come in yet for my job , well they said that last month, maybe i should be fired, if i'm not needed i mean you are wasting precious money. i'm useless. whatever, at least i get to finish my book, i bought "a heartbreaking work of staggering genius" by dave eggers its amazing. its sooo sooo soooooooo good. its great. i want to marry him and bear his children. and leave the ministry of health. anyway. i've been to every book store between here and there looking for some book called gravitys rainbow. the guy at book city a) suggested it when i bought blink,(well he more than suggested it he very encouragingly suggested it for like ten minutes, i wouldn't just buy it if someone was like "oh i liked it") but then b) did not have a copy in the store. which i found very annoying. so i've just given up. i don't care. i think they ordered me a copy, so we'll see, maybe he just suggested it so that he could order me a copy...knowing all along that they didn't have one...no that doesn't make sense. well in the mean time i'll read blink, which is good, i read the first chapter of it at babysitting and was immedeatly enthralled. oh god its only 11 13, i have to go slit my wrists now